karma

life is the best of all the teachers and preachers ....of all those v come across...
humans are...hmm wat shud i say...innocent or greedy......dunno which is the rit word...but wenever v do something gud .....help someone...v expect the return if not immediately then at sometime in future....conciously or sub-conciously...but wen we make a mistake or hurt someone....v want it to be forgiven nd forgotten at that very moment...
as a great human being... now a god.... once quoted
"karm kar, phal ki ichaa na kar"
but v hav moulded it a bit...some changes here n there...and new quote goes lik this...the Gen X quote.....
"pehle phal ki ichaa ...karm kar na kar"
wat an irony....but a fact in today's world...
life always comes in full circle...but v don't realise it wen v start with this circle....its only wen we see the circle coming to an end...we r able to c wat v did wen v had started....and why we r goin thru wat seems to be an injustice to us....god being unfair to us...
but he has his only plans fr everything...he nvr works acc to IST(I m truly thankful to him for this) or GMT or ne other damn timing standard...
we just hav to do one thing...but v always fail to do that...
have faith in him...that's wat he expects from us....too little a cost for wat he has blessed us with...

weekends....oooh finally i got an off

finally i've got an off this saturday...
feeling so happy n relaxed.. as if m obliged that my proj has given me an off on saturday...
mind u.. mine is a 5 days a week job...but even i don't remember,as to when was the last saturday i ws at home.... hav been working 9 to 9,goin to office on saturdays....my home was no more than a resthouse fr me...as quoted by my parents...
though i've got so used to that routine that when m not in the office,sitting at home doin nothing....just waiting fr some scraps in my scrapbook....or just rolling in bed ....trying to sleep..
isn't it strange... in the weekdays wen u want to sleep for those 5 min.. u just can't afford to...ur eyes refuse to open ....and on the weekends... just the opposite... u feel like sleeping till late but....how hard u try...neend nahi aaati... :)

seasons in life

everyone comes in our life for a reason...for a season...and wen that season is over..v r left pondering over the fact that..this was bound to happen...that "someone" had to go one day...but our mind ..... our heart...is nvr ready to accept this harsh reality...
"life moves on"....these three words are ....i guess the most sought after words in this world...they can sometimes be used to console someone in utter grief ....and sometimes they can be used fr our own selfish means...as an easy escape...frees us of all the bonds..
sometimes i feel life is like sand....the more v want to hold it tight or tame it acc to our wish...faster it slips out of our hand...
and like wet sand..our life also refuses to move...v feel stuck in situations...relationships...
well...its upto us how v take life's challenges...i read somewhere "waiting won't make climbing a high mountain easier or won't make it smaller either" so true it is....somewhere...sometime v'll hav to gather the courage to atleast make a start...then as we climb,then the aim appears achievable...

how people change

nobody is indispensable...is wat we get to hear wen somebody moves out of ur life...be it friends.. family.. or fr that matter, ne1 who matters to us and then u realize u were just an option fr them...nvr a priority...and fr u they were both ...option as well as the priority...
and to top it all,they r nvr short of excuses fr that..."u know priorities change with time","kya karein yaar time hi nahi milta","bohot kaam hai yar office me","bas weekend ka to pata hi nahi chalta..."
i wonder howcome i am the most vella person on this earth... :)soo much time i hav... always...
v believe in moving with the time...but then our memories don't allow us to do that...v always wish the old times to cum bak...nostalgia is the right word....strange but true to the core....
i think i mixed the two diff things...nvr mind..

have been thinking of writing since loong....
finally.... this is my first ever blog.....
don't know wat to write....
hmm ..life is really strange....sometimes u wake up in the morning and find everything happening just the way u wanted it to be.but at times it seems as if happiness is always one step ahead of u and u r left behind gasping fr breath running after it.
thr's everything still thr's nothing....y can't we be happy with wat we hav...y are we always running after something that is not meant to be ours...but then this is wat human beings are....