my little angel....

13th nov was the day....2006 was the year...when a little angel entered into our home...my nephew...every1 was sooo damn excited...and emotional too .... my brother,mom,dad...every1 had tears in their eyes when the doctor gave us the long awaited gud news... thrilled ...excited.... i am falling short of words to express wat every1 was feeling like....it felt like he gave a new meaning to our lives... a bundle of joy...still remember.... that was a high in my life when I took him in my arms for the first time... awesome feeling... I guess nothing in this world can compare the feel of holding a baby close to ur heart... the baby clinging to u...as if he trusts u for his life...cud nt agree more when some1 said.... the best thing to steal in this world is a kiss from a sleeping baby...

I have seen him growing everyday...saw him smile for the first time...have spent hours watching him sleep ...first words he spoke... the first step he walked ....however meaningless they were... felt like hearing it again nd again...its been more than a yr ...and time just flew by....

every morning that cute and naughty smile of his' ...... a smile to die for...brightens up my day...

I just wish the best happens to u baby...God bless u my darling...

Tough times......

U can call it God’s way of making us strong…or making us realize his importance or for that matter existence…coz that’s when v tell ourselves…there IS someone up there…who listens to our soul…our complaints…our problems….doesn’t need any words or any applications. I guess these problems in our lives work as reminders… that whatever v r today…whatever v have….where-ever v r… everyone is not blessed like us.
Taking all the credit for our happiness comes so naturally to us and so does blaming god and everyone else for all the unwanted happenings or problems…. Hard to believe…but yes… Life is not fair…indeed its not. And this is the case with everyone, but it’s just that we suffer from “why always me” syndrome. Everybody else’s life seems so rosy and beautiful …. v tend to ignore the fact that god has his own ways of maintaining the balance. Everyone has to have his own share of difficult times ….. but all v see is our own selfish prayers (better called desires) not being answered…. closing our eyes to those who have never even dared to dream of what WE have and v don’t even feel gratified for it. More the stone is polished…more precious it becomes… It’s up to us v want to be a stone or have the patience to be a gem……..

karma

life is the best of all the teachers and preachers ....of all those v come across...
humans are...hmm wat shud i say...innocent or greedy......dunno which is the rit word...but wenever v do something gud .....help someone...v expect the return if not immediately then at sometime in future....conciously or sub-conciously...but wen we make a mistake or hurt someone....v want it to be forgiven nd forgotten at that very moment...
as a great human being... now a god.... once quoted
"karm kar, phal ki ichaa na kar"
but v hav moulded it a bit...some changes here n there...and new quote goes lik this...the Gen X quote.....
"pehle phal ki ichaa ...karm kar na kar"
wat an irony....but a fact in today's world...
life always comes in full circle...but v don't realise it wen v start with this circle....its only wen we see the circle coming to an end...we r able to c wat v did wen v had started....and why we r goin thru wat seems to be an injustice to us....god being unfair to us...
but he has his only plans fr everything...he nvr works acc to IST(I m truly thankful to him for this) or GMT or ne other damn timing standard...
we just hav to do one thing...but v always fail to do that...
have faith in him...that's wat he expects from us....too little a cost for wat he has blessed us with...

weekends....oooh finally i got an off

finally i've got an off this saturday...
feeling so happy n relaxed.. as if m obliged that my proj has given me an off on saturday...
mind u.. mine is a 5 days a week job...but even i don't remember,as to when was the last saturday i ws at home.... hav been working 9 to 9,goin to office on saturdays....my home was no more than a resthouse fr me...as quoted by my parents...
though i've got so used to that routine that when m not in the office,sitting at home doin nothing....just waiting fr some scraps in my scrapbook....or just rolling in bed ....trying to sleep..
isn't it strange... in the weekdays wen u want to sleep for those 5 min.. u just can't afford to...ur eyes refuse to open ....and on the weekends... just the opposite... u feel like sleeping till late but....how hard u try...neend nahi aaati... :)

seasons in life

everyone comes in our life for a reason...for a season...and wen that season is over..v r left pondering over the fact that..this was bound to happen...that "someone" had to go one day...but our mind ..... our heart...is nvr ready to accept this harsh reality...
"life moves on"....these three words are ....i guess the most sought after words in this world...they can sometimes be used to console someone in utter grief ....and sometimes they can be used fr our own selfish means...as an easy escape...frees us of all the bonds..
sometimes i feel life is like sand....the more v want to hold it tight or tame it acc to our wish...faster it slips out of our hand...
and like wet sand..our life also refuses to move...v feel stuck in situations...relationships...
well...its upto us how v take life's challenges...i read somewhere "waiting won't make climbing a high mountain easier or won't make it smaller either" so true it is....somewhere...sometime v'll hav to gather the courage to atleast make a start...then as we climb,then the aim appears achievable...

how people change

nobody is indispensable...is wat we get to hear wen somebody moves out of ur life...be it friends.. family.. or fr that matter, ne1 who matters to us and then u realize u were just an option fr them...nvr a priority...and fr u they were both ...option as well as the priority...
and to top it all,they r nvr short of excuses fr that..."u know priorities change with time","kya karein yaar time hi nahi milta","bohot kaam hai yar office me","bas weekend ka to pata hi nahi chalta..."
i wonder howcome i am the most vella person on this earth... :)soo much time i hav... always...
v believe in moving with the time...but then our memories don't allow us to do that...v always wish the old times to cum bak...nostalgia is the right word....strange but true to the core....
i think i mixed the two diff things...nvr mind..

have been thinking of writing since loong....
finally.... this is my first ever blog.....
don't know wat to write....
hmm ..life is really strange....sometimes u wake up in the morning and find everything happening just the way u wanted it to be.but at times it seems as if happiness is always one step ahead of u and u r left behind gasping fr breath running after it.
thr's everything still thr's nothing....y can't we be happy with wat we hav...y are we always running after something that is not meant to be ours...but then this is wat human beings are....